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• I had a fight with my dad on the way to work that left me seething and almost crying with anger and frustration. I've only been at work for 34 minutes, and I'm only just starting to calm down. I love my father dearly, but sometimes I cannot stand him.

• I can't even begin to tell you how much talking on the phone scares me. Particularly with strangers—administration at schools, stores you just want to know if they carry something, clients that my boss needs me to reschedule appointments with. Leaving messages is kind of worse, because I can never figure out how to end the message. I just stutter and say, "Um" a lot, and then finally I manage a, "Thanks, bye!" It's right up there with "going some place alone" on the list of neurotic things that scare me.

• I need to organize my tags. Seriously.

• I've got a feeling that tonight—and no, we're not quoting that song—is going to be weird. I don't know. And, damnit, I forgot to get cash. Damn. I'll have to find an ATM between getting off work and going dancing.

Later...

• Ok, I've cooled off from my argument with my dad, and I feel bad about getting out of the car and shutting the door while he was saying something to me. D: He's annoying, yes. But I don't have to let it get to me. Ugh.

• I haven't eaten yet today. I ought to do that before drinks tonight.

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the dark cavalier

a rose named sky

I'm a: 20-something, fantasy writer, deep thought thinker, sometime knitter, bookstore browser, amateur cook, journaler, cat owner, cheap wine connoisseur, ancient and medieval history lover, occasional philosopher, avid reader, museum wanderer.

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