In which Sky is cold.
Mar. 1st, 2006 12:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cerulean_skyI am in a mood.
I was perfectly fine earlier tonight. And then what set it off was me reading the comments my teacher made on my paper, telling me that the point I was trying to make wasn't supported by the text. And that my paper was too short. (I knew it was going to be a little short, but I have no idea how the school computers cut off a page and a half.)
I tried to read something, I'm trying to listen to music, but nothing is working.
It's like... something feels wrong. It's a very strong sense of dread. And at the same time, I want to cry.
But I have no idea what's causing it.
***
And now to lighten the mood, a meme.
-List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
-Don't say who they are, use people only once.
-Tag at least 3 other people who you want to do this.
1: There are two things I want most in life. The first is to be a writer, but getting away from you is a close second.
2: We'd be closer if you hadn't been so clingy and scary.
3: I wish we'd gotten closer.
4: There are times when I really wish you would grow up and/or act your age.
5: I wish we were as close as we used to be.
6: I'm sorry that we drifted apart and for whatever fault of that is mine.
7: I feel sorry for you because I know all your relationships are going to fail because of you. But there are times when I really, really want to punch you in the face.
8: I know you think I make your life difficult, but I don't think it's my fault that our relationship is so strained. It didn't used to be like that.
9: WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME?
10: I always liked you. I always will. But you'll never have a place for me in your heart.
Tagging:
1.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
airiviel
2.nardaviel
3.darsabre
That totally didn't lighten the mood at all. Whatever.
I was perfectly fine earlier tonight. And then what set it off was me reading the comments my teacher made on my paper, telling me that the point I was trying to make wasn't supported by the text. And that my paper was too short. (I knew it was going to be a little short, but I have no idea how the school computers cut off a page and a half.)
I tried to read something, I'm trying to listen to music, but nothing is working.
It's like... something feels wrong. It's a very strong sense of dread. And at the same time, I want to cry.
But I have no idea what's causing it.
***
And now to lighten the mood, a meme.
-List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
-Don't say who they are, use people only once.
-Tag at least 3 other people who you want to do this.
1: There are two things I want most in life. The first is to be a writer, but getting away from you is a close second.
2: We'd be closer if you hadn't been so clingy and scary.
3: I wish we'd gotten closer.
4: There are times when I really wish you would grow up and/or act your age.
5: I wish we were as close as we used to be.
6: I'm sorry that we drifted apart and for whatever fault of that is mine.
7: I feel sorry for you because I know all your relationships are going to fail because of you. But there are times when I really, really want to punch you in the face.
8: I know you think I make your life difficult, but I don't think it's my fault that our relationship is so strained. It didn't used to be like that.
9: WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME?
10: I always liked you. I always will. But you'll never have a place for me in your heart.
Tagging:
1.
airiviel2.
nardaviel3.
darsabreThat totally didn't lighten the mood at all. Whatever.