Once again, it's late and I'm thinking about things...

[cerulean_sky]

I hate drifting away from people. Especially people I consider(ed) myself close to. It's worse though, because I'm not there. I can't fix this. I can't to anything but watch them get farther away.

I knew this would happen too. It's sad, but I knew this summer would be a huge and painful ( for me at least ) ax in whatever ties we had. And look! Once again, I'm right, and it doesn't make any difference until I am proven right.

I would rather be wrong about this, though.

But I'm guessing that I'm not.

And really, not so sure how to fix things.

Comments

[elfypiratequeen.livejournal.com]

Friends are such funny creatures that way. And summers are so great at making them go away, which awfully sucks. At least with Alphans, you can almost always latch on again...

-Emma

[cerulean-sky.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it just sucks sometimes. I wish it wouldn't happen. But really, what can I do? I'm NOT there. I CAN'T be there. There's these things... miles... 2,000 of them at the moment. Which sucks.

Eh. Anyway. Thanks for the assurances. :D

[luckfire.livejournal.com]

I know how you feel. I've spent the last three weeks in England trying to work out how to fix things with a couple of my friends -- though now I'm in the position to do it since I'm back.

I hate how friendships do this sometimes. It's worst when you're actually with whoever the friend is that you're drawing away from, and you try to say something and hit that big fucking wall that's between you now. It's just wrong on so many levels.

Good luck with your friends. See what you can do by phone.

[cerulean-sky.livejournal.com]

It's true, but phone conversations were never the best between us. Which is sad. AIM was always a big thing, and in person. But never phone.

I should though.

[darsabre.livejournal.com]

*hug* things do get themselves fixed, I think. eventually. *slaps self for constantly using cliche*