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Jun. 4th, 2003 11:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cerulean_skyI think my life is so... pointless, maybe? Or pathetic... maybe one of those two... I don't know.
I'm having one of those feelings again. The one that I can't describe better than saying it feels like something is wrong. Only I don't know what. I hate these feelings really. THey feel so strange. And when I tell people about them they always want to know what is wrong. I don't know. Ever. I onliy know that something feels wrong. I don't know.
My mother is coming home from Rwanda today. She left yesterday, I think. She was there for 12 days. Hmm... I'm happy that she'll be home yes, but I like it when it's just me and my dad. It's like when he hadn't remarried again. And I like that. Reminds me of happy times. ::sigh:: Anyway.
I need to talk to Danny, my ex. He said he was coming to visit me, but I don't know when and I need the actual days. I keep missing him online. It's really annoying. I have no idea why I'm telling you all this... Oh well.
Hmm... feeling still there, has not gone away... I wonder how long this one will last?
~Ceulean Sky
I'm having one of those feelings again. The one that I can't describe better than saying it feels like something is wrong. Only I don't know what. I hate these feelings really. THey feel so strange. And when I tell people about them they always want to know what is wrong. I don't know. Ever. I onliy know that something feels wrong. I don't know.
My mother is coming home from Rwanda today. She left yesterday, I think. She was there for 12 days. Hmm... I'm happy that she'll be home yes, but I like it when it's just me and my dad. It's like when he hadn't remarried again. And I like that. Reminds me of happy times. ::sigh:: Anyway.
I need to talk to Danny, my ex. He said he was coming to visit me, but I don't know when and I need the actual days. I keep missing him online. It's really annoying. I have no idea why I'm telling you all this... Oh well.
Hmm... feeling still there, has not gone away... I wonder how long this one will last?
~Ceulean Sky