Mar. 27th, 2004

cerulean_sky: ([weiss] falls the shadow (ladyjaida))
I'm having cramps so bad I can't stand up straight. I mean, like pain. This morning it was so bad I was nauseated. I'm still half nauseated. I can hardly move. This better fucking let up by tomorrow. I have to go to rehearsal.

I finished the story. I was so happy yesterday. It's 25 pages. 4500 words. And now I am editing, and making it mucho better. I hope. There are some sections that are like, "Why is this so hurried? I feel like I missed something!" But I suppose that couldn't be helped, considering. I'll just fix all that now. Or, now-ish. :D

My dad got a new IPod yesterday. He gave me his old one. Now before anyone squees over how awesome that is, it's one of the really old ones, with the wheel instead of the touch thing. And, it's got something wrong with it. It doesn't link to a computer anymore. It has a bunch of music on it, which is why it's still cool for me (and it's music I like) but because it doesn't link to a computer, I can't change the music, or put any of my music on it. But still.

Ok, now you all can aquee over it. I am, dispite the fact that it is defective.

Tomorrow is the rehersal for the Voice concert, which is on Monday. I am going to die. I can't do this solo. I really can't. Everytime I get up on stage, I feel like I'm going to faint of stage fright. I have stage fright just that debilitating. I start to quiver, and then my voice starts to shake too. And i blush. I turn red. And I mean, red. I almost hope I do faint.

Oh, make the pain stop... *writhes on the ground*
cerulean_sky: ([sharpe] I will kill you. (ladyjaida))
...it hurts too much to get up and get painkillers.

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a rose named sky

I'm a: 20-something, fantasy writer, deep thought thinker, sometime knitter, bookstore browser, amateur cook, journaler, cat owner, cheap wine connoisseur, ancient and medieval history lover, occasional philosopher, avid reader, museum wanderer.

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