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The weather is doing it again. It's doing the "I'm going to sunny and nice until they least expect it and then rain" thing. It's Mother Nature fucking with our heads. Wht can't it just decide already? ::cries::
On the other hand I am going to see
ladyjaida get a National Poetry Award. So I love her and I am happy for her.
Today my dad is getting a skin operation- thing- done. Is weird. He will be in pain for the next week or two.
I have been presented with a dilema: My dog is kind of a hassle
In the city. Not only that she likes the country (or actually Santa Fe, New Mexico) so much better. Now this summer I will be bringing her back to Santa Fe, and I can leave her there. But will she be ok without me? That is my problem. I don't want her to think that I am abandoning her, even though I would be leaving her with my uncle who is practically a part of the family. But would she think that I had abandoned her? Or would she be happy to be back in Santa Fe again? And would that happiness overrule her saddness, if she felt it, at being left there? And am I a bad person for even concidering this? I do want her to be happy, which is another reason I am considering this. Would she be happier without me in a place she could run around all day, or with me in a cramped city? If anyone has any advice, please let me know.
Now that that is said I do not feel like I have a small ulcer anymore. In fact I feel much better and I can now go write some more of my stories! Yay!
Lady Luthien of the Woodland Realm
On the other hand I am going to see
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Today my dad is getting a skin operation- thing- done. Is weird. He will be in pain for the next week or two.
I have been presented with a dilema: My dog is kind of a hassle
In the city. Not only that she likes the country (or actually Santa Fe, New Mexico) so much better. Now this summer I will be bringing her back to Santa Fe, and I can leave her there. But will she be ok without me? That is my problem. I don't want her to think that I am abandoning her, even though I would be leaving her with my uncle who is practically a part of the family. But would she think that I had abandoned her? Or would she be happy to be back in Santa Fe again? And would that happiness overrule her saddness, if she felt it, at being left there? And am I a bad person for even concidering this? I do want her to be happy, which is another reason I am considering this. Would she be happier without me in a place she could run around all day, or with me in a cramped city? If anyone has any advice, please let me know.
Now that that is said I do not feel like I have a small ulcer anymore. In fact I feel much better and I can now go write some more of my stories! Yay!
Lady Luthien of the Woodland Realm